the world’s greatest. when i create, i create by heart. sometimes the disappointment that today’s world doesn’t seem to have open vacancies for people like me, is overhelming. i thought about all those applications i wrote for jobs in finland and the answers i got. most wouldn’t even take me in for an interview for…
Read morenass (wet) i have these visions that use to come back every now and then, suddenly i have a medlody or an imagine in my head and i know i have heard that specific sound somewhere before or seen those images somewhere. now it’s that movie i remember having heard of, it’s called “nass” (german…
Read moremy sacrifice. the last time i used this title was november 29 th, in my dorm room in skoevde, sweden, the things that have happened in between made me break the rule i kept – never be the same again – never use the same motto for a day. i used it because the feeling…
Read moreFree falling. You gotta love it, this yes-I-can-do-it-whatever-happens feeling. I can let myself go, I got the people I need, the most wonderful friends I could ask for, if those people Sanna, Franz & Tommy wouldn’t be there for me day-to-day, I would never be the person I am and the person I will be,…
Read moreAfter the rain has fallen. There’s one unbelievable smell in the air, the smell of a passed thunderstorm, of clean fresh air, of the fresh-cut grass. I missed getting up and looking out of the window to see familiarity wherever I looked, now being back here, where everything started, I just look around and enjoy….
Read moreWhatever makes you happy. Back in Austria again. Happiness, friends the sounds and smells I missed in Finland have come back to my senses. I started getting really home-sick up there, feeling both lonely and useless at the same time. Sanna made every effort she could and I will be forever thankful to her, I…
Read moretelling stories. meeting adrian here in finland meant a lot to me, and in a way i understand the way he feels about that girl, the way he behaves and the way the situation appears to him. coming to finland was not an easy decision, but once i understood WHY i went, it was one…
Read morewe meet again. to a special friend, wherever she may be: i barely know you as who you are to the world outside, but i do know what sleeps inside you and surfaces in those little moments that make me realize, that the touch of your hand and the small tears that caused those little…
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