out of time And you’ve been so busy lately that you haven’t found the time, to open up your mind, and watch the world spinning gently out of time, feel the sunshine on your face… i believe.
Read morecast away what would it be to just escape from this world, to leave everything behind, all the good and bad things this world offers us. right now i feel that everything tha i’ve been striving after just doesn’t make sense. i want to live in the best sense of the word, live and be…
Read morea beautiful smile by jessica duhaime, montreal, canada. there is something about being told ‘thank you’ with a sincere smile on the lips and eyes looking right at me that goes straight to my heart. it could be the feeling of being useful, or the nice contact with people. but the main reason is that…
Read morewhat if I missed you and after the big decisions are made, there are thousand little ones to make. i’ll have to choose how i want to say goodbye to the country i called home for nearly 1 1/2 years. when i go back home now, i do know how much i have changed, how…
Read morewe’ll not undo what has been done yesterday marked the end of a big episode. i found sanna once again to be the most understanding being on earth. i was so afraid of telling her that from now on i had to make a couple of decisions for myself, for my life, i’ve felt it…
Read morelucky you. mia has been an inspiration since the day i met her, she proved that today, by replying to one of my mails telling her i was thinking about leaving finland for good: “we are making things way too difficult to ourselves. there are no complete decisions, every decision brings good and bad things…
Read moreThe sky’s still, the same unbelievable blue. The two weeks back home were once again an incredible and lasting experience. The best advice I got in a long time, came from a girl I barely knew and just met again by accident while going out. She had just thrown away 3 years of her medicine…
Read moreI’m with you. The lesson I learned today will take me years to understand. Probably a lifetime. RIght now I feel so close to god, so close to life and all the beautiful and sad things it bares. So close to success and so close to failure. I believe.
Read morefeel it on my fingertips. i walked part of my way home through an unusual cold rain. it felt pure, it felt like life itself. i believe.
Read moreirgendwann find und lieb ich dich. I was thinking of taking some kind of time-out. Just to refocus, or actually focus on what I really want to do, get my studies done and trying to find out what my steps for the next couple of years will be. Du bist eine sichere Prognose, das Prinzip…
Read moreClose cover. Jessica Duhaime from Montreal, Canada has agreed to share some of her thoughts with all of you. Being the first one is always tough, but from what I know of her, it will be a very very good start for our little conspiracy to make the world a better place. Hang on.. I…
Read moreDon’t look back in anger. Apple Germany turned me down for whatever reason. I had about 10 lines here lamenting about what could be and how things should be. Bullcrap. Strength comes from inside, I’ll get my shot by acting and not reacting. I believe.
Read more41 shots… and we’ll take that ride First of all you thanks to the “stranger” from Canada for getting in touch with me. I am sure we’ll work something out. Since I arrived I’ve been thinking about my friends here, my two worlds, cause, as Mr. Einstein already said “Not everything that can be counted…
Read moreOut there. I can see somebody from Montreal, Canada coming back here time after time. I want to know who my readers are, and one after another I will call for you, for your words and thoughts. Whoever you may be, drop me a line at (stefan(@)cc.jyu.fi) and let me know what’s on your mind….
Read moreMidnight at the lost and found. it kicks in almost every time i come here, i just get totally hyper by being here and after the third or fourth day i fall back into the feeling that things have been standing still here, while i decided to move, the same people, the same, hardly changed…
Read morewe meet again. home, home, home again. the day i left finland, i heard i had been accepted to the university of jyväskylä’s MSc program in information technology, i guess that mens i’ll be there for a while. coming home always feels like i can start right where i left off. overhelmingly beautiful feeling. i…
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