Archive for November, 2004

Monday, November 29th, 2004

mystic lake.
i can’t tell why it draws me there. i can’t resist the lake, it’s magic, it’s special colors. when the mist slowly covers the small waves the land goes quiet and i believe that i become one with the deep blue.
i believe.
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Thursday, November 25th, 2004

and it’s you.
und in den dunklen nächten fällt die schwere erde aus allen sternen in die einsamkeit.
rainer maria rilke
i believe.
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Monday, November 22nd, 2004

Goodbye.
Und jetzt wird es still um uns
Denn wir steh’n hier im Regen
haben uns nicht’s mehr zu geben
Und es ist besser wenn du gehst.
Denn es ist Zeit
Sich ein zu gestehn, dass es nicht geht
Es gibt nichts mehr zu reden,
denn wenn’s nur regnet
Ist es besser, aufzugeben.
Und es verdichtet sich die Stille über uns
Ich versteh nicht [...]

Friday, November 19th, 2004

Njosnavelin.
Moving. moving. moving. The nothing song playing on repeat in my mind. It seems all the advisors have left the king and right now, there’s nobody whispering in my ear. The only voice I could probably hear right now, is my inner voice. But it went quiet.
This is life. Exciting, frightening and real.
I believe.
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Wednesday, November 17th, 2004

There is fiction in the space between.
I saw it when I left the building. I went through the mailboxes, just to see who my future neighbours will be. Who will share a roof with me. It’s somewhere down in the third row. Now that I haven’t got any mail from the housing company lately I [...]

Tuesday, November 16th, 2004

the big yellow house.
it’s moving time. the third time in my life i’m leaving the house i called home for so many years. the good memories i have of my childhood all take place in or around the big yellow house my great-grandad built 100 years ago. the stable that is nowadays a storage. the [...]

Sunday, November 14th, 2004

It’s easier to leave than to be left behind.
That’s what I feel like now: left behind. I get this feeling that life decided to go on, leaving me behind. I somtimes wake up in the night, thinking that all of this is just a dream. That I’d wake up the next day and everything would [...]

Friday, November 5th, 2004

26.
it is sanna’s 26th birthday. i would give anything in this world to be back by her side. anything.
Oh simple things where have you gone
I’m getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you’re gonna let me in
I’m getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
I came across a fallen tree
I [...]

Friday, November 5th, 2004

i just don’t get it.
Ok, it sucks. Really sucks. But before you go and cash it all in, let’s, in the words of Monty Python, “always look on the bright side of life!” There IS some good news from Tuesday’s election.
Here are 17 reasons not to slit your wrists:
1. It is against the [...]

Thursday, November 4th, 2004

America decided.
John Kerry led a bold, brave campaign. Some may call it flip-flop, but I have to admire any man, especially any politician who has the guts to say that he might have been wrong and would change his opinion.
After living so long in an America I could believe in, what I still cannot [...]

Monday, November 1st, 2004

i will find you.
Hope is your survival
a captive path I lead
No matter where you go
I will find you
If it takes a long, long time
No matter where you go
I will find you
In a place with thousand years
No matter where you go
I will find you
In a place with thousand years
No matter where you go
I will find you
In [...]