Monday, December 27th, 2004
to marta, wherever she may be.
Few are those who see with their own eyes and feel with their own hearts.
Albert Einstein (1879-1955)
i believe. do you?
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Archive for December, 2004
Sunday, December 26th, 2004
a sidenote.
austrian television (orf) just ran a feature about the special olympics. and i am sitting here bitching about life while i am in one piece, young and gull of dreams. so events really put life in the right perspective.
i believe.
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Sunday, December 26th, 2004
a friend’s advice.
johanna gave me one of the best advices in a long time: to be able to be together with someone, you first you have to be able to be alone with yourself. i will try as hard as i can.
i believe.
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Friday, December 24th, 2004
and so this is christmas.
had my last working day before christmas yesterday. as 2004 is coming to an end i am looking back on one of the weirdest years in my life. it’s been an emotional rollercoaster ride during which everything changed and nothing stayed the same. god took and god gave – my grandma [...]
Monday, December 20th, 2004
silent heroes.
zapped around yesterday evening and came up with the above titled movie about jews in denmark during the second world war. in opposite to germany danish jews mostly were secretly transferred to sweden and thus savaed from the concentration camps. their houses, shops and yardshowever were taken care of by the remaining danish people [...]
Friday, December 17th, 2004
help me, i’m a star.
it’s been quite a funny week. though i work for a newspaper, it’s a weird feeling to be featured myself. the official austrian hockey website ran a small article about my team & me.oh yeah there’s some pictures of me in my hockey gear.
i believe (wymb).
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Friday, December 17th, 2004
you’re the reason why the opera is in me.
i decided to write about sanna and me. it feels like it’s the only way to leave the darkness. if you love someone, letting go is one of the hardest experiences ever. it feels all my energy vanishes into a black hole. i decided to write about [...]
Tuesday, December 14th, 2004
i will make it up to you.
went for a ber with franz yesterday and verena joined in later. it’s amazing how well they know me, franz basically has been my guide through all my adult life. he’s been there when i needed him and even during those times, when we didn’t get along so well [...]
Thursday, December 9th, 2004
brothers, sisters – where are you now?
everytime i look on mindwork’s frontpage it comes back. 4 minds, 3 continents, 1 vision. shaun, em & sanna – do we still share the same vision? it feels like, something is breaking apart. em is back in australia, sanna left for finland and shaun hardly ever surfaces – [...]
Sunday, December 5th, 2004
it’s a sad sad situation.
went to watch bridget jones. just to distract myself from life. in the end she catches the bridal bouquet. i had to think of katja’s and ari wedding. sanna caught katja’s bouquet. then some people shook my hand and their words are haunting me.
t’s sad, so sad
It’s a sad, sad situation
And [...]
Sunday, December 5th, 2004
graveyard of the nameless.
Tief im Schatten alter Rüstern,
Starren Kreuze hier am düstern
Uferrand.
Aber keine Epitaphe,
Sage uns wer unten schlafe.
Kühl im Sand.
Still ist’s in den weiten Augen.
Selbst die Donau ihre blauen
Wogen hemmt.
Denn sie schlafen hier gemeinsam,
Die, die Fluten still und einsam,
Angeschwemmt.
Alle die sich hier gesellen,
Trieb Verzweiflung in der Wellen
Kalten Schoß.
Drum die Kreuze die da ragen,
Wie das Kreuz [...]
Sunday, December 5th, 2004
de profundis clamavi ad te domine.
tell me please what i should do. i feel like i’ve reached a dead-end in my life. nothing’s moving anymore. everything feels dead. whenever i reached a low in my life – you were there. put your footprints in my sand, guide me. now i know, how cowardish i was [...]
Wednesday, December 1st, 2004
sometimes you can’t make it on your own.
I need to let you know
You don’t have to go it alone
And it’s you when I look in the mirror
And it’s you when I don’t pick up the phone
Sometimes you can’t make it on your own
We fight all the time
You and I…that’s alright
We’re the same [...]