Archive for April, 2005

history stands still.

Thursday, April 28th, 2005

Siegfried Kampl – member of the BZÖ and former Bundesrat today resigned from his office under public pressure. Kampl called deserters of the German Wehrmacht “murderers of their comrades” and criticized how Ex-Nazis “were hunted down” after the end of World War II. BZÖ-Spokesman Uwe Scheuch called Kampl “flawless” even after public pressure started to [...]

around and around…

Tuesday, April 26th, 2005

when i boarded the intercity in jyväskylä yesterday i had the hangover of my life, definitly no beer for one euro parties for me in a long time. but it was my goodbye evening in jkl so i guess it was okay. sorry to the people that had to subsequently share the flight from helsinki [...]

due south!

Sunday, April 24th, 2005

Wie die Dinge sich wohl anfühln’
wenn sie denn noch ganz wärn’
Ein Lebenslauf gebastelt
mit den Händen eines Tanzbären
Und gesucht und gefunden
In der Einsicht verbunden
Du gibst was du brauchst
ich glaub’ was ich seh’
Endlich mal etwas das ich fast versteh’
I believe. And home is, where my heart is.
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the world doesn’t end in JKL…

Saturday, April 23rd, 2005

even if it seems so everytime i comel to finland. aside from sanna, i left so many things back here. friends, feelings, fears – it’s going to feel weird to go back home and figure i am living there now instead of here. but then again the best thing is, that someone there is actually [...]

very, very late.

Monday, April 18th, 2005

So pieni – in one way or another this is for you and only you. i guess you will figure. Remember: Minä näytän vielä ihan samalta, vaikka minusta on hajonnut palasia. I might not be the same anymore. But change in life is inevitable. And even if it must be sometimes so painful for you [...]

ohne momente dazwischen…

Sunday, April 17th, 2005

it’s been the weirdest feeling i experienced in a long time. 2200 kilometers from home i go to a bar – and suddenly somebody shouts my name. it went like cold shivers down my back and ultimately it felt like, that i had actually been living here, that i existed here and that i left [...]

nach norden, nach hause!

Friday, April 15th, 2005

And I feel just like I’m living
someone else’s life
It’s like I just stepped outside
when everything was going right
And I know just why you could not come along with me
This was not your dream
but you always believed in me…
Another winter day
Has come and gone away
in either Paris or Rome
and I wanna go home
Let me go home
And [...]

a new home…

Sunday, April 10th, 2005

just watched discovery history showing how germany raised again after the war. and i figured that people back then had a lot more than we have today, though they had nothing: a dream of a better tomorrow. when did we stop dreaming?
i believe.
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justice

Saturday, April 9th, 2005

The love for justice that is in us is not only the best part of our being but it is also the most true to our nature. Cesar Chavez.
I believe.
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the car that’d drive me anywhere…

Saturday, April 9th, 2005

i am not sure if you know it. the feeling of remembering a great great time. its smell, its taste, the butterflies in your stomach. there’s a song that will always remember me of finland, the time i spent there, the sunsets i saw and rides i took somewhere, somewhen.
You got a fast car
I [...]

leise und deutlich raus hier…

Thursday, April 7th, 2005

saw kettcar playing in vienna – it’s a one of a kind band that would probably even make grönemeyer turn to mekka. we had a blast jumping around like little kids with axel. yeah – i should probably scream and shout more often. in a positive sense though.
Die Haustür hinter dir. Und vor dir der [...]

er ging, ohne sich umzudrehen…

Saturday, April 2nd, 2005

john paul is dead. may he rest in peace, wherever he may be now. i played bach for him.
Bist du bei mir, geh’ ich mit Freuden
zum Sterben und zu meiner Ruh’.
Ach, wie vergnügt wär’ so mein Ende,
es drückten deine lieben Hände
mir die getreuen Augen zu!
i believe.
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ich war doch niemals weg….

Friday, April 1st, 2005

i’m going to finland once again. finally. really.. cause to me – in one way or another – it feels like coming home.
i believe.
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