Archive for August, 2005

getting through just one more night.

Monday, August 29th, 2005

At the age of twelve, Milton Ericksson was a victim of polio. Ten months after he contracted the disease, he heard a doctor tell his parents: “your son won’t live through the night.”Ericksson heard his mother crying. “Maybe she won’t suffer so much if I get through tonight,” he thought to himself. And he decided [...]

weekends are hard.

Saturday, August 27th, 2005

they make me realize how lonely i am without you by my side. they make me question what i do. where the journey is leading me to. what should i do about my studies, the newspaper, money and life? i know riitta, you can’t fix it all for me. but my confidence comes and goes [...]

i have to help her.

Friday, August 26th, 2005

i fixed my grandma’s tv set. i have to go see her more often. what sparked that though inside me was one thing she said “tv, it’s one of these things that still connects me to the world.” i don’t want that to happen. please god, let me be that connection. i’ll try as hard [...]

i could get used to them

Wednesday, August 24th, 2005

there are no coincidences. not if i get home, turn my powerbook on and visions of paradise comes up on sky.fm. just smile and wave pieni – 2 weeks, a couple of times for the moon to rise and fall. i love you.
i believe.
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so more visions of paradise.

Tuesday, August 23rd, 2005

it’s been a long time since i listened to it the last time.
And don’t ask me where
All of the pain goes
‘Cause you make me feel
That I don’t know myself
You say that you want me forever
And I say that love is no crime
So tell me the names of the children
We’ll have at the end of the [...]

what will become of me?

Tuesday, August 16th, 2005

there’s been two things happening lately – i took some days off (basically a long weekend) and for the first time in weeks i truyl strechted out back home and did nothing, not a single thing. it felt wheew – just great. and then yesterday i skated for thhe first time this seaon. the magic [...]

on a beach.

Tuesday, August 9th, 2005

and even if it’s cold outside (god, it’s august!) and there ain’t no beach – i feel so much more relaxed inside. waiting for september, for riitta to come, for uni to start and, and, and. so it might be as well sittin me down on that beach.
I have swam those raging seas
Washed up by [...]

on fire.

Monday, August 1st, 2005

after a more or less tiring ride back home i am back in klagenfurt. and riitta is somewhere up there, just called me to tell me she woke up dreaming i was still there. i wish i was. work got a firm grip on me since i put my feet on office ground this morning. [...]