there were new friendships made, and old ones awakened. babies were born and memories died. but i love my life and wish you the same for 2006. i believe.
Read moreon sleepless roads the sleepless go…
went to bed at 2 (late-night packing is part of the package) and had to get up at 5 to catch the early flight to frankfurt. now sitting in terminal b and waiting for my connection to helsinki. time passed so quickly, it feels like it was only days ago, when it was still summer…
Read morerilke for the sleepless
Die Blätter fallen, fallen wie von weit, als welkten in den Himmeln ferne Gärten; sie fallen mit verneinender Gebärde. Und in den Nächten fällt die schwere Erde aus allen Sternen in die Einsamkeit. Wir alle fallen. Diese Hand da fällt. Und sieh dir andre an: es ist in allen. Und doch ist Einer, welcher dieses…
Read moreone exceptional journey
first i felt like a prisoner in my own home. i hate nothing more than being forced to stay at one place, being the ever-hyperactive child that i am. but then again it’s the first time in weeks if not months, that i have been able to really relax, sit back and read, read and…
Read moreand isn’t it ironic…
so basically i am still stuck at home, my fever doing limbo on the thermometer. to add to the beauty of it all, i had to cancel work for tomorrow (- 100 euro) as well as tomorrow’s game which led to my coach totally ignoring my calls – all i got was a simple “ok”….
Read morechristmas, the bad way..
instead of being really able to enjoy christmas i had to spent it in bed. well i was able to go to midnight’s mass with tommy, but right after that an angina threw me right off my feet. so now i am bored and lonely (riitta is in finland, remember) at home…the thought of going…
Read morei loved you in my fashion.
i got a message from sanna just right now. to be quite honest it hurt, it hurt because i wouldn’t have expected it. and even if all of this has been put away some time ago i cried. because i loved her in my fashion. All colours bleed to red Asleep on the ocean’s bed…
Read morewalls to be torn down.
weither it’d be a book or a movie: sometimes i got moments full of inspiration. moments that show me that there’s a thousand walls in this world, a thousand walls to be found and torn down. that’s one thing i have been thinking about lately: what do i believe in? ethics? morality? i try to…
Read moreFamily is key.
I love my family. Not just my Mum and my Dad and my two sisters, but my extended family also. It is only in the last few years that I realised that compared to many of the people I know I spent a comparatively large amount of time with them during my childhood, particuarly my…
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