to me being a journalist is more a calling than a job. i never wanted to become one, but once i started i instantly felt it was the right thnig to do, to believe in. i suppose that’s why the setbacks hurt even more. especially if you figure at some point that the energy and the passion you have been putting into things, the days off that you still spend at work because things have to get done – they get you into nothing but trouble. they get you half-whispered comments behind your back of doing too much, wanting too much. do i want too much? i don’t think so, i just want to work on something i am happy with.
i believe.