foolish games.

i remember franz telling me that i was some sort of unique conflict avoider. i hate to fight and to debate if i can go around it somehow. i know sometimes a discussion can be like healing rain but then i am sometimes not quite sure if i can make it through discussions that really touch me. it was a silly thing to think i could make sanna’s life easier by keeping things away from her during difficult times. she’s strong enough on her own and i figured it just yesterday evening. she derserves the truth, wherever we or one of us goes. ultimate love.

i believe.