Anticipation.

I am getting ready to go. Two more days for me to endure and then I’m off. It seems like I should have forever to wait yet this is all just around the corner. I am nervous and anxious and calm all at the same time. It is a crazy feeling. The plane ride is gonna get me. I am not ready for that just yet but I’m sure I’m gonna have to be soon. I’m hoping I’ll have some time to spare while I’m over there to post.

I am ready. This is my life changing decision. This trip will determine where I will go after college. If I love the city and who I’m going to see, then it is there I will go. I will make a difference in the world around me, just over the ocean from where I started. Such a crazy thing, spontaneous in its nature yet having been planned for eternity. It feels like eternity. Although I have a feeling that these moments are going to fly like the blink of an eye. Frightening. Some part of me is terrified but this is just something I have to do.

Being different is never easy.