I miss you. Deeply.

You know that things are different now,
Since you came into my world.
You’ve completely overtaken me,
No longer a solitary girl.

I feel things I’ve never known before,
And I wonder how I survived.
Being without something beautiful,
All that you’ve given to my life.

I know it may seem odd to feel,
Such intensity while far.
I’m disconnected from that reality,
I believe in who you are.

I know there’s no words I can say,
To describe to anyone else,
The way you make me whole inside,
With no spaces left to fill.

I can’t imagine a world without you,
But it’s as close as it can get.
The sleepless nights I think about you,
Lying alone within my bed.

The tears that come and go,
They leave such stains upon my skin.
My eyes the bluest ever,
From all the pain I feel within.

I know I’ve just got to be strong,
But it’s so hard when I try to hold on.
When my memories fade away,
The linger of your touch is gone.

I miss the taste of your kiss,
The way your body conforms to mine.
I wish you were here with me now,
Instead of pictures in my mind.

Who knows what the future may hold,
The only thing I have left is hope.
I believe in passionate things,
Even when they seem impossible.

I know that I cannot let go,
All I have to do is try.
I believed in this once and I believe again,
I just need to wait on time.

It turns out that sometimes the hardest thing is waiting. Time moves so slow in moments like this but is so fast when I want it to last forever. Does time work against me or am I against it?