There comes a time…

…When you decide enough is enough. This is that time for me. I’m sick of all the fake people and their endless lies. I’m tired of people pretending they care only to turn on you later after you have bared your soul to them. I only have time for real people who don’t play any games. There is someone that I had known for almost four years. He was my confidant, my friend. He was so important for so long and standing face to face felt like a dream, always. I came home and things started to change. It was gradual at first but I could still feel it. We seemed to have lost a spark that we had always carried before. He became distant, I felt this and I let parts of him go. He started to ignore me and then I became angry. I did not tell him because I figured that maybe things were just strange for awhile. This never went away, it didn’t heal on its own. Last night I made a huge decision in my life. I told that person who had been so much of my life for so long that we need a break from one another. I refuse to have any contact with him and while this may seem a bit extreme, it is for the best. When I am ready, I will make contact again but I fear I may never be ready for that again. I think I have completely let him go. I am not feeling such a loss as I feel relief in knowing that I don’t have to deal with any of the silence anymore. It is done. I am done. I’m out.