And when the stars fall, I will lie awake.

As I am writing these lines I am looking back on more than three years with Sanna. Three years that showed my best and worst. Three years that had dip me through emotions I’d never know before. Feelings I never knew existed and worlds unknown to me. It seems too hard to believe that this all is over. But I know it’s me and my world that caused all this. I know it’s me. It’s my life. It’s gonna take a whole lot of time for me to understand what happened and why it happened. Just know you are loved, wherever you may be.

I still believe.