I want to be so much more than this.

Making small decisions is the hardest thing to do. I was just wondering if should go to Katja’s and Ari’s wedding in Finland. I would probably scrap together my last 400 Euro and buy the ticket and go. Is anybody waiting for me? Am I supposed to be there at all? Whenever I went to Finland, I knew there was someone waiting with arms wide open. This time I might just hit locked doors.

I believe.

PS: Grandad found his place.