okay – i give up. whenever i come to the conclusion i know what will happen next, the opposite does. looking down on yesterday´s lines, it´s nearly unbeliveable it was me who wrote them. they seem distant and unreal in a way. definitly a topic i have to spend some thoughts on…. yesterday, in the evening, life hit back on me with so much energy – i was amazed how a situation can change from one second to another and sometimes only a singl word from a certain person makes all the difference in this world. Believing more than ever.