24.

my birthday was way too hectic to be celebrated. i waited for acall ro sms from sanna, but it seems i have to understand, that to her this is not even a friendship anymore, that i am not even someone you would call on his birthday. it plainly hurt. in addition we had our final game and lost. but still, everybody was cheering we had a blast, a beer and a cigarre. i fell asleep in riittas lap on the way home, feeling safe, sound and happy. unlike some of the birthdays i had in the past years, this was one was a sunny day, inside and outside – thanking god for another good year and many still to come.

i believe.