Weglaufen geht nicht, das ist mir klar.

since i started writing at mindwork i ended all my posts with one line: i believe. i had a feeling there was a contract between him and me, god and stefan. tonight i felt there was no contract. it felt you left me, when i needed you most, your guidance, your faith and the feeling that you exist watching over us and yes, even over stefan. i always felt you made me believe – where were you tonight? or am i just part of the big puzzle? please, make me

believe.