the great beyond.

when i woke up today the first thing i saw was ray of light going straight trough the leafs on the tree in front of my room window. a straight way from the sun to me, to my heart – something that makes it even more worth to wonder about the miracle that is happening to those who believe in life. to those who believe that some feelings exist for a lifetime. i was discussing the money issue for sweden with my dad and it was long and exhausting to explain why i needed this trip, why i needed to be abroad for a couple of months, why i needed the long searched for freedom once again. and in the middle of this i-need-the-money discussion i felt that, whatever the obstacles will be in my life, a dream can make you fly over all those obstacles. my dream is to go to sweden and i will realize this dream. not at any cost, but with all the effort i can put it in it.

alea acta est.

caius julius caesar