it’s at the point when you think you’ve seen it all, when new emotions overhelm you. this time coming to finland has been different from all the other times i have visited this place. being here with riitta has changed my world in some regards. we are staying with her parents, visited her grandparents and cousin, met my friends in jyväskylä. it’s been nothing but great, life at this point feels truly unique and most importantly i saw riitta in full bloom, laughing, talking, holding hands – there are hardly any words suitable for how i feel (pictures are here) – but it’s gone to a point where a return to finland is not unimaginable though our near future is in austria. i live and i feel alive once again. god smetimes listens, and just by that shows his very existence.
i believe.