there’s been two things happening lately – i took some days off (basically a long weekend) and for the first time in weeks i truyl strechted out back home and did nothing, not a single thing. it felt wheew – just great. and then yesterday i skated for thhe first time this seaon. the magic is still there. i came home late, thre myself on the sofa and slept, like i never slept before. dreaming of little kids skating on ponds, riitta being in austria soon again and generally of the fact that life is beautiful.

i believe.

Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Stefan Miracle Drug