i was listening to a finnish song today and i suddenly felt homesick. the song somehow reminds me of summer in finland, of our short but so beautiful summer. i still cannot think of a place more beautiful than our summerhouse by the lake kallavesi in finland. it is a place of peace and quiteness. i went there with stefan last year, and i saw what it meant to him. one way or another he felt as if he was home. just the way i feel here in austria. this is my home, but so is finland too. i still sometimes cannot believe that i live so far away from finland and i still don´t have the feeling of living abroad. i feel like home.

Asfaltin pinta kiiltää yössä
On sade lakannut viimeinkin
Pakomatkalla jostain
lienet sinäkin

Sinä etsit turvapaikkaa täältä
Minä toivoani jonka kadotin
Olet ensimmäinen
valonpilkahdus aikoihin

Tämä voisi olla uuden alku
Mietin kun viimein nukahdin
Tilaisuus, tehdä kaikki toisin

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