i loaded so many things on my shoulders during the last weeks – why? because i can’t say no, because i like to do things myself instead of putting them on someone else’s shoulders. but i have to change. i can’t do everything at the same time by myself. i just can’t. i suffer, my life suffers, my sleep suffers, everybody around me suffers. work, exams, helping people getting their server going that i put up in 2000 is just too much right now. on the other hand i’ve always believed that the help i am willing to give will be given back to me once i am in need.
i believe.