these days, where the stars seem out of reach.

in a way i feel settled here, finally. still doubting if i shouldn´t have gone straight to finland, to stop waiting & longing for completeness. the knowledge that this place is temporary, no matter how much i´m trying to make “home” out of it, tires me inside out. dreamed about klagenfurt a couple of nights ago, i actually don´t have a clue what it was about but i woke up in the middle of th night, suddenly fully awake, figuring how i miss the place & friends.