i’ve always been miserable with money. honestly i don’t know why. probably because i started working early and was always used to having more money than anybody else my age. and on the other hand i keep telling myself that i invest my money in good things. things that last like my digital camera or my macbook or my appartment or whatever. and still i spend more than i earn, which is quite a lot compared to other people my age. still i have to keep pinching myself and hold myself from buying things. especially now, when my budget is more than tight and i have to pay all my costs myself.
i believe.