at some times it almost inevitable how we are reminded of our past, the people we loved, the life we lived and the things remained unsaid. i can not change what i did years ago, i just hope that at some point in my life they will all make sense. i will go home in 12 days and i know, though brussels was hard at times, i have grown. i have become stronger despite still being a coward now and then.i have met some amazing people from all over the world, i have cried on the phone and i have missed being next to those i love. i missedthe little life i had built myself but i grew as a person. and whatever i did i tried to understand that if i chose freedom nothing could ever happen to me. and something else has changed inside me: the world that couldn’t be small enough for me, now can’t be big enough again. i left some of my dreams at my wicker park but i started dreaming new ones. willkommen neue zeiten.
i believe.