it was a stressy day yesterday and i fell asleep watching television with astrid. in a way i feel exhausted, but it’s a good way of feeling exhausted. went back to university classes after coming back from north korea and i have to keep pinching myself to actually pay attention. in some ways i get this feeling i am wasting my time there but then again: i need this degree and i will make it weither it takes days, weeks, months or years. i still remember what it said on the picdure i gave to my mom when i left for sweden: no matter how long the road is, its the small steps that count.
i believe.