sitting by myself in the living room. had sushi with astrid – just a normal evening. ut then again i figured how much i have changed in the last 11 months, how much i (and my life) have changed by astrid being in it. how much this place has changed. it’s those little things that count in the end. am i always perfectly sure that everything i do is right? no. do i believe it will lead me where god wants me to go? i hope. am i afraid? only every now and then.
i believe.