{"id":1140,"date":"2008-07-03T08:52:02","date_gmt":"2008-07-03T07:52:02","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/?p=1140"},"modified":"2008-07-03T08:52:02","modified_gmt":"2008-07-03T07:52:02","slug":"i-wont-be-left","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/?p=1140","title":{"rendered":"i won&#8217;t be left"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>i sometimes wonder why i am so easy to hurt. the past four or five weeks at work were hard and still i felt good about what we did, because we were a great group working together, spirit and weird songs on youtube included. but that was in graz. not that i feel bad back here in klagenfurt. it&#8217;s just a different general feeling &#8211; like i have to stand on guard all the time. there&#8217;s those little things that irritate me: people (actually one person) not even saying hello when i drop by the office, pretending to not notice i am there. i know you can&#8217;t always choose on whom you work with. but neither can i ignore it. funny enough i am good at managing complex scenarios, private and professional. but if someone just behaves boldly unfriendly or stupid towards me, it simply blows me off my feet. darn, i would be a bad interrogator.<\/p>\n<p>i believe.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>i sometimes wonder why i am so easy to hurt. the past four or five weeks at work were hard and still i felt good about what we did, because we were a great group working together, spirit and weird songs on youtube included. but that was in graz. not that i feel bad back&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1140","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-miracle-drug"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1140","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1140"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1140\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1140"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1140"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1140"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}