i spent two hours today looking at different kitchens. i looked at panels, refrigerators, stoves, microwave-ovens, dishwashers, i was sitting there choosing colors, surfaces. i took me really 1 1\/2 hours to decide on everything considering the budget astrid and i have for our kitchen. i took me a good 15 minutes to realize what i was doing there. i was literally choosing something that will stay with me for some time to come. we are buying this apartment, because we do believe in the beauty of our dreams. yes, sometimes it is scary – to think of a time of 25 years. i am 27 now, so multiply my life by the factor of two. am i really ready to commit myself like this? right now, i do believe i am. whatever i did – Sweden, Finland, Belgium – there was always a risk, something i could not calculate. sometimes it was love, then it was life, then it was money. but then there almost always was a big picture i considered and my judgment hardly ever proved me wrong. life has led me to some of the most real and unreal places i could imagine but this time i am bit scared, i openly admit it. but it’s a good feeling of being scared. <\/p>\n
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