{"id":1147,"date":"2008-07-26T11:10:29","date_gmt":"2008-07-26T10:10:29","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/?p=1147"},"modified":"2008-07-26T11:10:29","modified_gmt":"2008-07-26T10:10:29","slug":"a-second-and-25-years","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/?p=1147","title":{"rendered":"a second and 25 years"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>i just couldn&#8217;t fall asleep though it was a hard day, awake astrid and me lay there. up until this point it was a chain of one thing leading to another &#8211; finding an apartment, getting the loan approval, choosing colors, a new hardwood-floor, making dozens of decisions big and small. then i sat there, the loan contract in front of me. 25 years. i thought of the big yellow house and my ever-present fear of committing myself fully to something. fear is a bad adviser, but i accepted it, i listened to it, heard its arguments. they weren&#8217;t any good. then i signed.<\/p>\n<p>i believe.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>i just couldn&#8217;t fall asleep though it was a hard day, awake astrid and me lay there. up until this point it was a chain of one thing leading to another &#8211; finding an apartment, getting the loan approval, choosing colors, a new hardwood-floor, making dozens of decisions big and small. then i sat there,&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1147","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-miracle-drug"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1147","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1147"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1147\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1147"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1147"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1147"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}