{"id":1164,"date":"2008-09-24T00:10:20","date_gmt":"2008-09-23T23:10:20","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/?p=1164"},"modified":"2008-09-24T00:10:20","modified_gmt":"2008-09-23T23:10:20","slug":"feeling-close","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/?p=1164","title":{"rendered":"feeling close"},"content":{"rendered":"

You know the great thing, though, is that change can be so constant you don’t even feel the difference until there is one. It can be so slow that you don’t even notice that your life is better or worse, until it is. Or it can just blow you away, make you something different in an instant. It happened to me. <\/p><\/blockquote>\n

Night out with Axel, just me and him. I needed it so much – not that I didn’t enjoy meeting all the other people, but he has become so special with me. Sometimes it doesn’t even take words, just gesture that make me crack up. There is change in my life, it’s slow and constant. When I come home I told Astrid I loved her, I love her the way she is and the way our lives go. At some point you figure that while some things might get lost on the way you gain – invisible at first but you do gain in life and love. I have to keep telling myself that this is what I want for now because this is how I feel. <\/p>\n

I believe.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

You know the great thing, though, is that change can be so constant you don’t even feel the difference until there is one. It can be so slow that you don’t even notice that your life is better or worse, until it is. Or it can just blow you away, make you something different in…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1164","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-miracle-drug"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1164","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1164"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1164\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1164"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1164"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1164"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}