{"id":1233,"date":"2009-03-06T18:36:39","date_gmt":"2009-03-06T17:36:39","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/?p=1233"},"modified":"2009-03-07T11:30:01","modified_gmt":"2009-03-07T10:30:01","slug":"doubts","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/?p=1233","title":{"rendered":"doubts"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Ever since I got word I am going to the USA and will finally get my shot there, there were those little thoughts sitting at the back of my head. What if? What if I fail in some way or another? Self-confidence has never been an issue at this end of the keyboard but now &#8211; what if? And then I read <a href=\"http:\/\/www.rockymountainnews.com\/news\/2009\/feb\/27\/littwin-not-just-closing-doors-but-dying\/\">this<\/a>. The passion that is in his words most likely is the best answer to my questions: I am only human and eventually I will make the occasional mistake. But: I am alive, I have this big thing in front of me and deep inside as of today I am a very thankful, very happy person. I love Astrid, I love my life and the way someone upstairs is pushing this cart into the right direction.<\/p>\n<p>I believe.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Ever since I got word I am going to the USA and will finally get my shot there, there were those little thoughts sitting at the back of my head. What if? What if I fail in some way or another? Self-confidence has never been an issue at this end of the keyboard but now&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1233","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-miracle-drug"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1233","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1233"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1233\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1235,"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1233\/revisions\/1235"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1233"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1233"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1233"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}