{"id":1262,"date":"2009-04-06T08:11:09","date_gmt":"2009-04-06T07:11:09","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/?p=1262"},"modified":"2009-04-06T08:11:09","modified_gmt":"2009-04-06T07:11:09","slug":"dreams-given-up","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/?p=1262","title":{"rendered":"dreams, given-up"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I looked out over the ice, player&#8217;s scattered everywhere celebrating Klagenfurt&#8217;s 29th title. They had won it in style, in a true final game the audience holding its breath while the seconds ticked away and the team held on to a narrow 2-1 lead. I stood there and looked at the people I had been playing with for years and wondered how it must have felt to be one of them, be part of it. As a journalist you&#8217;re trained to never become a part of anything &#8211; because it distorts your view on reality they tell you. Somewhere along the road, we were split, the people over there holding the cup and I the journalist who once aspired to become a professional hockey player. I know that this is what I was destined to become one day, that it is the plans someone somewhere had drafted for me &#8211; but for that one split-second I wished I was one of them again. Because, even as you grow older the love of the game never changes.<\/p>\n<p>I believe.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I looked out over the ice, player&#8217;s scattered everywhere celebrating Klagenfurt&#8217;s 29th title. They had won it in style, in a true final game the audience holding its breath while the seconds ticked away and the team held on to a narrow 2-1 lead. I stood there and looked at the people I had been&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1262","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-miracle-drug"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1262","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1262"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1262\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1263,"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1262\/revisions\/1263"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1262"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1262"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1262"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}