{"id":1320,"date":"2009-11-08T22:27:27","date_gmt":"2009-11-08T21:27:27","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/?p=1320"},"modified":"2009-11-08T22:27:27","modified_gmt":"2009-11-08T21:27:27","slug":"i-awoke","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/?p=1320","title":{"rendered":"I awoke"},"content":{"rendered":"

I awoke
\nOnly to find my lungs empty
\nAnd through the night
\nSo it seems I’m not breathing
\nAnd now my dreams are nothing like they were meant to be
\nAnd I’m breaking down, I think I’m breaking down<\/p>\n

And I’m afraid
\nTo sleep because of what haunts me
\nSuch as living with the uncertainty
\nThat I’ll never find the words to say
\nWhich would completely explain
\nJust how I’m breaking down.<\/p>\n

I believe.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

I awoke Only to find my lungs empty And through the night So it seems I’m not breathing And now my dreams are nothing like they were meant to be And I’m breaking down, I think I’m breaking down And I’m afraid To sleep because of what haunts me Such as living with the uncertainty…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1320","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-miracle-drug"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1320","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1320"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1320\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1320"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1320"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1320"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}