{"id":177,"date":"2003-02-19T13:01:18","date_gmt":"2003-02-19T18:01:18","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/?p=177"},"modified":"2003-02-19T13:01:18","modified_gmt":"2003-02-19T18:01:18","slug":"","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/?p=177","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<p>the nothing man.<\/p>\n<p>looking back on 22 years. sometimes i feel, that with every year the doubts get bigger not smaller. was it good what i have done so far?  i guess that&#8217;s a question i can only answer myself, and i&#8217;m not even sure if i&#8217;d know any answer. thanks to god whom i firmly believe in and who is guiding me on all my ways. mom, your love drives me to places yet to discover and i am thankful for it and your patience, i know you believe in me and that&#8217;s all i need.<\/p>\n<p>i believe.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>the nothing man. looking back on 22 years. sometimes i feel, that with every year the doubts get bigger not smaller. was it good what i have done so far? i guess that&#8217;s a question i can only answer myself, and i&#8217;m not even sure if i&#8217;d know any answer. thanks to god whom i&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":0,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-177","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/177","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=177"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/177\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=177"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=177"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=177"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}