{"id":431,"date":"2004-04-20T22:15:53","date_gmt":"2004-04-21T03:15:53","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/?p=431"},"modified":"2004-04-20T22:15:53","modified_gmt":"2004-04-21T03:15:53","slug":"","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/?p=431","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<p>the important ones<\/p>\n<p>I am alone at the yellow house. Silence in the building, only me around. Feels great and feels strange. Again a mixed feeling. I don\u2019t think I have felt any pure feelings lately. They have all been somehow shaked around and mixed. Love and hate, opportunism and pessimism, happiness and sadness, being confident and unsure. Changing countries is a situation where everything is stirred up. Nothing stays the same and still everything stays the same. It is hard to explain but the once who have experienced it will probably understand how I feel. <\/p>\n<p>Years back when I was staying in Australia I wrote that moving there made my world go upside down. It literally did happen in many ways. I never learned so much about life as I did during that year. There was everything possible coming accross the way. Things I could not even imagine happening, in good and in bad. Thanks to the important ones being &#8216;down under&#8217; Australia with me , it turned out to be a good experience.  <\/p>\n<p>I have a same kind of feeling now. Something is changing inside of me. Totally. I am expected to adapt to the culture and I have chosen to do that while carrying my innersmile with me everywhere I go. And there are the important ones here as well. In the yellow house, at Viktring, around this small city. Thank you. It isn\u2019t easy but I feel welcome. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>the important ones I am alone at the yellow house. Silence in the building, only me around. Feels great and feels strange. Again a mixed feeling. I don\u2019t think I have felt any pure feelings lately. They have all been somehow shaked around and mixed. Love and hate, opportunism and pessimism, happiness and sadness, being&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":0,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-431","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/431","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=431"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/431\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=431"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=431"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=431"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}