{"id":464,"date":"2004-06-29T08:11:07","date_gmt":"2004-06-29T13:11:07","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/?p=464"},"modified":"2004-06-29T08:11:07","modified_gmt":"2004-06-29T13:11:07","slug":"","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/?p=464","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Breaking the Habit<\/p>\n<p>Memories consume<br \/>\nLike opening the wound<br \/>\nI&#8217;m picking me apart again<br \/>\nYou all assume<br \/>\nI&#8217;m safe here in my room<br \/>\n[Unless I try to start again]<\/p>\n<p>I don&#8217;t want to be the one<br \/>\nThe battles always choose<br \/>\n&#8216;Cause inside I realize<br \/>\nThat I&#8217;m the one confused<\/p>\n<p>I don&#8217;t know what&#8217;s worth fighting for<br \/>\nOr why I have to scream<br \/>\nI don&#8217;t know why I instigate<br \/>\nAnd say what I don&#8217;t mean<br \/>\nI don&#8217;t know how I got this way<br \/>\nI know it&#8217;s not alright<br \/>\nSo I&#8217;m breaking the habit<br \/>\nTonight<\/p>\n<p>Clutching my cure<br \/>\nI tightly lock the door<br \/>\nI try to catch my breath again<br \/>\nI hurt much more<br \/>\nThan anytime before<br \/>\nI had no options left again<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ll paint it on the walls<br \/>\n&#8216;Cause I&#8217;m the one at fault<br \/>\nI&#8217;ll never fight again<br \/>\nAnd this is how it ends<\/p>\n<p>I don&#8217;t know what&#8217;s worth fighting for<br \/>\nOr why I have to scream<br \/>\nBut now I have some clarity<br \/>\nTo show you what I mean<br \/>\nI don&#8217;t know how I got this way<br \/>\nI&#8217;ll never be alright<br \/>\nSo I&#8217;m breaking the habit<br \/>\nBreaking the Habit<br \/>\nTonight<\/p>\n<p>Linkin Park<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Breaking the Habit Memories consume Like opening the wound I&#8217;m picking me apart again You all assume I&#8217;m safe here in my room [Unless I try to start again] I don&#8217;t want to be the one The battles always choose &#8216;Cause inside I realize That I&#8217;m the one confused I don&#8217;t know what&#8217;s worth fighting&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":0,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-464","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/464","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=464"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/464\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=464"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=464"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=464"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}