{"id":465,"date":"2004-06-27T18:52:24","date_gmt":"2004-06-27T23:52:24","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/?p=465"},"modified":"2004-06-27T18:52:24","modified_gmt":"2004-06-27T23:52:24","slug":"","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/?p=465","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<p>the hurt<\/p>\n<p>sometimes i wish my way of living would be different. that the  way i  am would be different. i am  too kind. too open and respectful with my loved ones. i care about people around me so much that i forget to demand things early enough to myself.  it makes my position vulnerable. I tend to carry things i actually shouldn?t be carrying,. <\/p>\n<p>big, burning tears running down on my cheeks. i stilll can?t believe it might be over. It might be the end. i still love.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>the hurt sometimes i wish my way of living would be different. that the way i am would be different. i am too kind. too open and respectful with my loved ones. i care about people around me so much that i forget to demand things early enough to myself. it makes my position vulnerable&#8230;.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":0,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-465","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/465","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=465"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/465\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=465"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=465"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=465"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}