a ray of light.<\/p>\n
everytime i walk along the lake, i feel calm. as yesterday. as sanna and me went for a walk, we felt this was it: the deciding moment in our relation. do we want to be sanna&stefan or sanna and stefan. the fact that i love her has been unchanged. right now, the streets just have no names to me – i keep wandering around, thinking which road i should walk down. sanna has always been the “grown-up” part in our relation. she has accomplished what i keep striving for: a great education with a master’s degree and her unchangeable wish to go for her PhD. to me, goals like those are missing. i have my dreams but i haven’t yet accomplished any of them. to know what i want, i have to walk alone for some part of this road. a walk to remember.<\/p>\n
i believe.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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