loneliness<\/p>\n
I feel lonely. I am lonely although I am surrounded by people. It is loneliness that no single person can fill. I am trapped by my own restrictions, decisions, thoughts, dreams and wishes. Having troubles breathing deep an sound. Something is changing inside of me. I am not able to see what is happening but this feeling makes me somehow sad. <\/p>\n
At the end fo the day every one of us is alone. The only way to live a happy life is to set yourself and people around you free. I know this very well but it is not that easy in practise. I cannot have everything. I cannot make everyone around me happy. It is more than enough to try to live my life so that I can be happy. More than enough. <\/p>\n
I am feeling heavy inside. Things have to forward. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
loneliness I feel lonely. I am lonely although I am surrounded by people. It is loneliness that no single person can fill. I am trapped by my own restrictions, decisions, thoughts, dreams and wishes. Having troubles breathing deep an sound. Something is changing inside of me. I am not able to see what is happening…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":0,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-482","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/482","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=482"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/482\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=482"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=482"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=482"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}