{"id":490,"date":"2004-07-19T10:56:12","date_gmt":"2004-07-19T15:56:12","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/?p=490"},"modified":"2004-07-19T10:56:12","modified_gmt":"2004-07-19T15:56:12","slug":"","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/?p=490","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<p>so far down,&nbsp; away from the sun that shines into the darkest place.<br \/>\n&nbsp;<br \/>\nsometimes i wonder when all the energy will start flowing back. sometimes i think i just spread it out too far, wanting to do everything, being everywhere. why can&#8217;t i just focus? on life, love, job and my university career? right now it just all seems so hard and sanna who made sense to it all is gone.<br \/>\n&nbsp;<br \/>\ni still believe.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>so far down,&nbsp; away from the sun that shines into the darkest place. &nbsp; sometimes i wonder when all the energy will start flowing back. sometimes i think i just spread it out too far, wanting to do everything, being everywhere. why can&#8217;t i just focus? on life, love, job and my university career? right&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":0,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-490","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/490","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=490"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/490\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=490"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=490"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=490"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}