{"id":52,"date":"2001-06-08T10:35:32","date_gmt":"2001-06-08T15:35:32","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/?p=52"},"modified":"2001-06-08T10:35:32","modified_gmt":"2001-06-08T15:35:32","slug":"","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/?p=52","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<p>okay &#8211; i give up. whenever i come to the conclusion i know what will happen next, the opposite does. looking down on yesterday\u00b4s lines, it\u00b4s nearly unbeliveable it was me who wrote them. they seem distant and unreal in a way. definitly a topic i have to spend some thoughts on&#8230;. yesterday, in the evening, life hit back on me with so much energy &#8211; i was amazed how a situation can change from one second to another and sometimes only a singl  word from a certain person makes all the difference in this world. Believing more than ever.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>okay &#8211; i give up. whenever i come to the conclusion i know what will happen next, the opposite does. looking down on yesterday\u00b4s lines, it\u00b4s nearly unbeliveable it was me who wrote them. they seem distant and unreal in a way. definitly a topic i have to spend some thoughts on&#8230;. yesterday, in the&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":0,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-52","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/52","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=52"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/52\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=52"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=52"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=52"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}