{"id":558,"date":"2004-11-14T21:30:59","date_gmt":"2004-11-15T02:30:59","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/?p=558"},"modified":"2004-11-14T21:30:59","modified_gmt":"2004-11-15T02:30:59","slug":"","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/?p=558","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<p>It&#8217;s easier to leave than to be left behind.<\/p>\n<p>That&#8217;s what I feel like now: left behind. I get this feeling that life decided to go on, leaving me behind. I somtimes wake up in the night, thinking that all of this is just a dream. That I&#8217;d wake up the next day and everything would be back to normal. Back to the normality I had planned for Sanna, me and the family I once wanted us to become. Elena (my boss) keeps telling me, that everything will turn out just fine. But how can things ever be back to normal if I can&#8217;t change the past?<\/p>\n<p>I believe.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>It&#8217;s easier to leave than to be left behind. That&#8217;s what I feel like now: left behind. I get this feeling that life decided to go on, leaving me behind. I somtimes wake up in the night, thinking that all of this is just a dream. That I&#8217;d wake up the next day and everything&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":0,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-558","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/558","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=558"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/558\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=558"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=558"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=558"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}