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my birthday was way too hectic to be celebrated. i waited for acall ro sms from sanna, but it seems i have to understand, that to her this is not even a friendship anymore, that i am not even someone you would call on his birthday. it plainly hurt. in addition we had our final game and lost. but still, everybody was cheering we had a blast, a beer and a cigarre<\/a>. i fell asleep in riittas lap on the way home, feeling safe, sound and happy. unlike some of the birthdays i had in the past years, this was one was a sunny day, inside and outside – thanking god for another good year and many still to come. <\/p>\n i believe.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" 24. my birthday was way too hectic to be celebrated. i waited for acall ro sms from sanna, but it seems i have to understand, that to her this is not even a friendship anymore, that i am not even someone you would call on his birthday. it plainly hurt. in addition we had our…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":0,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-598","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/598","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=598"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/598\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=598"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=598"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=598"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}