So pieni – in one way or another this is for you and only you. i guess you will figure. Remember: Min\u00c3\u00a4 n\u00c3\u00a4yt\u00c3\u00a4n viel\u00c3\u00a4 ihan samalta, vaikka minusta on hajonnut palasia. I might not be the same anymore. But change in life is inevitable. And even if it must be sometimes so painful for you to bare with me and memories, I am so thankful for you being by my side.<\/p>\n
Step out the front door like a ghost
\ninto the fog where no one notices
\nthe contrast of white on white.<\/p>\n
And in between the moon and you
\nthe angels get a better view
\nof the crumbling difference between wrong and right.<\/p>\n
I walk in the air between the rain,
\nthrough myself and back again.
\nWhere? I don’t know
\nMaria says she’s dying.
\nThrough the door, I hear her crying
\nWhy? I don’t know<\/p>\n
Round here we always stand up straight
\nRound here something radiates<\/p>\n
Maria came from Nashville with a suitcase in her hand
\nShe said she’d like to meet a boy who looks like Elvis
\nShe walks along the edge of where the ocean meets the land
\nJust like she’s walking on a wire in the circus
\nShe parks her car outside of my house,
\ntakes her clothes off,
\nSays she’s close to understanding Jesus
\nShe knows she’s more that just a little misunderstood
\nShe has trouble acting normal when she’s nervous<\/p>\n
Round here we’re carving out our names
\nRound here we all look the same
\nRound here we talk just like lions
\nBut we sacrifice like lambs
\nRound here she’s slipping through my hands<\/p>\n
Sleeping children gotta run like the wind
\nOut of the lightning dream
\nMama’s little baby better get herself in
\nOut of the lightning<\/p>\n
Well I let her go, like the fool that I was
\nThought I’d get over her soon
\nBut I smell her perfume when I close my eyes
\nAnd I see her face in the moon
\nBut she doesn’t exist anymore, she doesn’t exist anymore
\nThere is this thing like a knife that drives inside you
\nAnd it is wordless and painful and old
\nBut there’s no one else in this whole fuckin world
\nThat will match to the things in your soul
\nBut she doesn’t exist anymore, no, she doesn’t exist anymore
\nWatch them when they’re gone, watch them when they’re gone, try to carry on
\nShe said “Did you think that you were dreamin’?”
\nI said “No, I didn’t think that I was dreamin'” And I said so.
\nI just want it to come true, baby all I need is you
\nShe said “Did you think that you were dreamin’?”
\nI said “No, I didn’t think that I was dreamin'” And I said so.
\nI just want it to come true, baby all I need is you
\nBut she doesn’t exist anymore, no, she doesn’t exist anymore
\nShhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, Shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
\nNow I’m the girl on the car out in the parking lot
\nAnd I say “Hey baby, come on, take a shot”
\nI said “Can’t you see me? Can’t you see me?
\nCan’t you see my walls just crumblin’ down?
\nCan’t you see my walls just tumblin’ down?
\nCan’t you see my sky’s not flashing round?
\nCan’t you see the moon is turning black and brown?
\nCan’t you see my sun’s not spinning round?
\nCan’t you see me? Can’t you see me? Can’t you see me?”
\nShe said “NO!”…<\/p>\n
But the girl on the car in the parking lot
\nsays: “Man, you should try to take a shot
\nCan’t you see my walls are crumbling.”<\/p>\n
Then she looks up at the building
\nand says hey I’m thinking of jumping.
\nSays she’s tired of life;
\nbut we’re all tired of something.<\/p>\n
But round here she’s always on my mind
\nRound here hey man I got a lot of time
\nRound here we’re never sent to bed early
\nAnd nobody makes us wait
\nRound here we stay up very very late<\/p>\n
And I said “She doesn’t exist anymore, no, She doesn’t exist anymore”
\nShe said “Did you think that you were dreamin’?”
\nI said “No, I didn’t think that I was dreamin'” and I said so
\nI just want them to come true, baby all I need is you
\nShe said “Did you think that you were dreamin’?”
\nI said “No, I didn’t think that I was dreamin'” and I said so
\nI just want it to come true, baby all I need is you.<\/p>\n
I believe.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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