i’ve been at the helsinki-vantaa airport so many times, i stopped counting. i’ve come and left, but hardly any time it felt this difficult to leave. when i moved back to austria in june 2003, i had a distinctive feeling that finland doesn’t hold a chance for me. i might as well just not have seen it. i was thinking about calling in at work just telling them i won’t show up anymore, that i am out there chasing my dreams, even if they are somewhere far away. everything can be fixed.<\/p>\n
When you try your best but you don’t succeed
\nWhen you get what you want but not what you need
\nWhen you feel so tired but you can’t sleep
\nStuck in reverse <\/p>\n
And the tears come streaming down your face
\nWhen you lose something you can’t replace
\nWhen you love someone but it goes to waste
\ncould it be worse? <\/p>\n
Lights will guide you home
\nAnd ignite your bones
\nAnd I will try to fix you <\/p>\n
And high up above or down below
\nWhen you’re too in love to let it go
\nBut if you never try you’ll never know
\nJust what you’re worth <\/p>\n
Lights will guide you home
\nAnd ignite your bones
\nAnd I will try to fix you <\/p>\n
Tears stream down your face
\nWhen you lose something you cannot replace
\nTears stream down your face
\nAnd I <\/p>\n
Tears stream down your face
\nI promise you I will learn from my mistakes
\nTears stream down your face
\nAnd I <\/p>\n
Lights will guide you home
\nAnd ignite your bones
\nAnd I will try to fix you.<\/p>\n
i believe.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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