{"id":707,"date":"2005-09-04T01:35:59","date_gmt":"2005-09-04T00:35:59","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/?p=707"},"modified":"2005-09-04T01:35:59","modified_gmt":"2005-09-04T00:35:59","slug":"a-thin-red-line","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/?p=707","title":{"rendered":"a thin red line."},"content":{"rendered":"<p>i guess this is it. the deciding moment. i&#8217;ve been thinking of my life, studies and plans so much. i have to decide now: work or study. i will never ever get my degree finished if work goes the way it does now. i am taking more and more responsibilities, more tasks, more work. when riita comes her eon thursday one of the first questions we will have to discuss is how we want to go on. keep this apartment ( i started to love so dearly) or move to some place cheap. counting in the status of my bank account, i&#8217;d have to quit eating for like 4 months. i don&#8217;t want to think of money all the time. i want to finish my degree and srat living in some regards again. the most important thing, that keeps me going nowadays is the love riitta gives me. i haven&#8217;t felt loved this way for a long time. and i am so thankful for it. still i have a feeling of god guiding me and the right things happening at the right time.<\/p>\n<p>i believe.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>i guess this is it. the deciding moment. i&#8217;ve been thinking of my life, studies and plans so much. i have to decide now: work or study. i will never ever get my degree finished if work goes the way it does now. i am taking more and more responsibilities, more tasks, more work. when&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-707","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-miracle-drug"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/707","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=707"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/707\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=707"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=707"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=707"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}