{"id":739,"date":"2005-12-12T22:17:21","date_gmt":"2005-12-12T21:17:21","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/?p=739"},"modified":"2005-12-12T22:54:36","modified_gmt":"2005-12-12T21:54:36","slug":"i-loved-you-in-my-fashion","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/?p=739","title":{"rendered":"i loved you in my fashion."},"content":{"rendered":"<p>i got a message from sanna just right now. to be quite honest it hurt, it hurt because i wouldn&#8217;t have expected it. and even if all of this has been put away some time ago i cried. because i loved her in my fashion. <\/p>\n<p>All colours bleed to red<br \/>\nAsleep on the ocean&#8217;s bed<br \/>\nDrifting on empty seas<br \/>\nFor all my days remaining<\/p>\n<p>But would north be true?<br \/>\nWhy should I?<br \/>\nWhy should I cry for you?<br \/>\nDark angels follow me<br \/>\nOver a godless sea<br \/>\nMountains of endless falling,<br \/>\nFor all my days remaining,<\/p>\n<p>What would be true?<\/p>\n<p>Sometimes I see your face,<br \/>\nThe stars seem to lose their place<br \/>\nWhy must I think of you?<br \/>\nWhy must I?<br \/>\nWhy should I?<br \/>\nWhy should I cry for you?<br \/>\nWhy would you want me to?<br \/>\nAnd what would it mean to say,<br \/>\nThat, &#8220;I loved you in my fashion&#8221;?<\/p>\n<p>I still believe.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>i got a message from sanna just right now. to be quite honest it hurt, it hurt because i wouldn&#8217;t have expected it. and even if all of this has been put away some time ago i cried. because i loved her in my fashion. All colours bleed to red Asleep on the ocean&#8217;s bed&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-739","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-miracle-drug"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/739","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=739"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/739\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=739"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=739"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=739"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}