{"id":996,"date":"2007-05-09T00:07:05","date_gmt":"2007-05-08T23:07:05","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/?p=996"},"modified":"2007-05-09T00:07:05","modified_gmt":"2007-05-08T23:07:05","slug":"alone-in-the-night","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/?p=996","title":{"rendered":"alone in the night"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>sitting by myself in the living room. had sushi with astrid &#8211; just a normal evening. ut then again i figured how much i have changed in the last 11 months, how much i (and my life) have changed by astrid being in it. how much this place has changed. it&#8217;s those little things that count in the end. am i always perfectly sure that everything i do is right? no. do i believe it will lead me where god wants me to go? i hope. am i afraid? only every now and then.<\/p>\n<p>i believe.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>sitting by myself in the living room. had sushi with astrid &#8211; just a normal evening. ut then again i figured how much i have changed in the last 11 months, how much i (and my life) have changed by astrid being in it. how much this place has changed. it&#8217;s those little things that&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-996","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-miracle-drug"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/996","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=996"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/996\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=996"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=996"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mindwork.net\/myblog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=996"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}