it’s been such a tough week, sometimes things just are torn up in some way or another. it’s been a week without drive, i didn’t reply to calls and texts and i can only ask all of you to please not take it too hard on you and me respectively. i need some time for astrid and myself and even though i probably can’t change things from one second to another i will eventually succeed. i will succeed.
We lose direction
No stone unturned
I believe.
Well nothin’s changed and it’s today.
maybe it’s better tomorrow.
and now is now and this is pain.
i’ll find something for now to numb this ache.
Time,
These swollen eyes have much to say.
too much to listen this early and still,
this hopeful girl don’t look so great.
it won’t be much longer i’ll have to take….